2015 fleeteth … I can’t believe we’re in the merry month of May! Mom was right: “Time moves faster the older you get.” My birthday came and went with 70 balloons now a sweet memory and two gold shoe birthday cakes long gone!
It’s time to celebrate the safe arrival of Grandbaby #5 – Quinn Elizabeth Belikoff born on April 22. She’s a beauty from head to toe and of course this Granny Goose loves her feet more than anything.
Imagine my surprise when during the first week of her life our son-in-law Beau called and said, “Goose, Quinn Elizabeth has your legs.”
“She has my legs, what do you mean?” While my mind tripped over his words, my stumps grabbed for a pair of dancing shoes.
Looking at Quinn’s legs, my soul smiles at God’s kept promise from Joel 2:25 – I, the Lord, will restore the years the locust has eaten…
It’s been seven decades since I arrived without thighs or knees and with five toes missing in action; now seventy years later the Belikoff family declares that their daughter Quinn bears my legs. For me their declaration means God did what He promised. He squelched the locusts of exclusion, hurtful stares, missing out, the decade of not having children because my birth defect might be genetic, the years of performing the legs-job- motherhood-tasks – without legs. All the above and more He not only squelched, but redeemed – using my disability for His good purpose and for my good as well. The bottom line: He made the pain and shame of my missing pieces worth it and more. Two generations later Elohim, Creator God, has brought my incomplete legs to completion. Yes, my soul smiles at what is humanly intangible, but made tangible by God.
As you celebrate with me I want to celebrate with you. Let’s begin with the question: What have the locusts eaten in your life? Your dreams? Your plans or hopes for yourself or someone you love? Your health? Your youth? Your retirement funds? Life as you’ve known it?
In this very pit of heart ache is where God wants to meet you. He is there. You are not alone. Are you ready to release your tight grip, and receive His promise: ‘I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the LORD, ‘plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.’ – Jeremiah 29:11 NASB
His plans include a life hidden in Him, daily feasting on His words in the Bible and fellowshipping with others who long to know Him and to be known by Him.
Little by little you will see His footprints and surprises in the last place you would expect. So grab your I-never-thought-I’d-wear-you-dancing-shoes and let Jesus whirl you around on the dance floor of your life. Lean in close to hear Him whisper, “I’m wild about you.”
As you lean into Him, receive His hug with the words of one of my favorite songs:
Lyrics:
The Untitled Hymn (Come to Jesus)
Weak and wounded sinner
Lost and left to die
O, raise your head for love is passing byCome to Jesus
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus and liveNow your burden’s lifted
And carried far away
And precious blood has washed away the stainSo sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus and liveAnd like a new born baby
Don’t be afraid to crawl
And remember when you walk sometimes we fallSo fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus and liveSometimes the way is lonely
And steep and filled with pain
So if your sky is dark and pours the rainThen cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus and liveOhh, and when the love spills over
And music fills the night
And when you can’t contain your joy insideThen dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus and liveAnd with your final heartbeat
Kiss the world goodbye
Then go in peace, and laugh on glory’s sideAnd fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus and liveFly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus and live
What a beautiful summary of a colorful life seasoned with suffering and lifted by grace…thank you for the joy you bring to us all with your family pictures and words full of hope.
…yes, beautiful surprises in the last place we expect. Ahhh, sweet Jesus, thank you for your abundant mercy and grace.
Ironic that the first post I am reading on Facebook with my talking computer is this one about Gods faithfulness to change something that seemed incomplete to something so very beautiful! Amazing to serve a Savior who specializes in making what was broken transformed! Sometimes it takes 70 years and sometimes it just takes a moment! Praising God for Quinn Elizabeth
Hi Judy, Reading your blog & your books is like having a cup of tea and chat with you. Thank you for sharing, transparently sharing yourself with all of us.
With love, Deborah